Once upon a time, I was planning to keep this site in a more "professional-ish" side. But as I've gotten older, more tired, and after basically realizing that nobody in my personal life cares to hear....this is my "wall of screaming" per-se about the stupidities of life. Whatzat? Nobody wants to hear? Well, my site, just don't keep reading if you don't want to hear about it. I know it's a "waste of space", but a lot of things are tiring me as of late. So this is my "catch all" for cranky, unedited, venting.
| PARENTS & FAMILY
| I've come to realize most parents are generally people who were irresponsible with their genitals once...or several times, and then have a secret grudge against their offspring for making their life far harder. This is why our parents spend all their time in our teen years trying to get us to NOT reproduce, only to then lose all hope in us in our 20's and 30's, and want us to join them in the suffering we gave them for 18+ years on the planet as a form of latent punishment. The "system" (or what passes for one) tries to educate us to the idea that if we have problems in life, we can go to these people for anything we need, and instead, it all turns out to be a lie (much like anything else). It seems to me, that large groups of people, related by blood or not, when not allowed their own space to harbour their own thoughts, feelings and opinions on things, tend to become quite judgemental, and self-righteous about things to a point that it's not even worth asking their advice or even just a mere ear to lend. Because their whole motive of listening to you, is to try and bend you to THEIR idea of what is good for you, aka. what's good for them (and f*** you), so of course the bias will shift everything only to their personal opinion. Once you have outworn your "usefulness" to them, ie hit middle age or have surpassed them in financial, social, or employment, then they will cease to care about any of your problems and consider you "better off". Basically, getting even out of Jealousy, or "eveny" as my sister coined-the-term sometime before I was born. Some people sadly spend their entire lives being rebellious as a way to feel like they are getting one up on these family members - such as all those kids who grew up in strict religious households who now spend their time shoving their alternative lifestyles in the face of anyone who will listen rather than enjoying them peacefully - because they are still seeking validation from their family. I've come to learn, in recent years, family means fuck-all. Most likely, the majority just see you as another pariah.
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| MISANTHROPY ISN'T SOCIAL
| For awhile I was calling myself a Misanthrope because I saw I was a part of some groups online that go by that name, until I realized just how dumb this is. Seriously, you hate people, but you spend your time online with a whole group of people perpetuating the acts that made you a misanthrope towards people in the first place. Elitism much? The very term itself points at a hatred of human beings or humankind, but seems to be turning itself ever-more meaningless of a label like "Jock" "Nerd" "Goth" or whatever, giving it about as much meaning as a high school clique cliche, as these groups of PEOPLE start talking with each other about how much humanity sucks in a group of other humans, only to get together and argue. I guess George Carlin was right, never underestimate the stupidity of people in large groups. So I quit all those groups and walked away because It's just more fo the same crap. Apparently the economy is so bad some people can't afford a Mirror.
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